What Hurts a Nerd the Most

At the last debate tournament, the FCN gang rewrote the lyrics to What Hurts the Most with Courtney JOY! (a really good speech - and song - writer). Check them out...

I can take the rain on this empty brief case
That don't bother me I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with it done still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And having to walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that debating you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing rounds,
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our rivals that I've lost to
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And having to walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that debating you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that debating you
That's what I was trying to do
Ooohhh....